Today is quite a happy moment for me not because I took a day off from school - escapism....(hehehe) but also manage to get what I desired for from my husband... He promised me to go shopping since last 2 weeks. So, here it goes, I manage to get 2 maternity dress for work, a mattress from pure 100 % cotton-made, an ultrasound scan for the baby.... but like before, we didn't get the actual sex yet....perhaps, next month.
We also went to the 'Klinik Desa' nearby my mommy's house to inform them I will come next month to repeat scan to see my baby's condition. It is a must, but what puzzled me is that the nurse seemed to have some kind of misunderstanding regarding my explanation on why I wanted to do the scan over here...not back at Sik. She doesn't seem to understand that I just wanted to do the scan thing... it was quite difficult talking to a person who seemed very consciously over her self-thought.
It was totally tired, both for me and my hubby... right after reaching my mom's house, he instantly dozed off..... poor hubby, maybe he was tired due to the warm weather today as it usually rain on the evening... So, he might get tired easily.... plus, he'll have to drive tonight to get back to his 'maktab'.....once again, I will be left alone.
My baby Boy, the teenage kitten had gone missing, and it's been day-6 since he went off. It was a tragedy for me, as I can't really accept the fact that my Boy will not be around with me anymore. No more rice with fish, no more playing, no more sleeping next to my tummy.... I missed my Boy so much, sometimes I get too emotional and often cried over this misery. The lost make my emotion unbalanced. I even had a hard goodnight sleep because of not able to sense my Boy craving for me to play with him or patted him in the midnight nor morning.
My hubby did not know what to do. I even talked to my neighbours and asked for her help but it gave her such an awkward look at me, because maybe to her, a lost kitten brings no important matter, as I really took this issue seriously. I loved my kitten. I raised him since he was a baby. Who doesn't feel anything when it goes missing really doesn't have a heart. But now, it is almost a week, I had to move on so it would not affect my baby too much, I'm so sorry dear. Mama really loves Boy. I was planning to raise his 'sister' at school where now it's with her mommy cat, Comel I named it. So that I won't feel so lost. Two of the male siblings had been taken and now, only her left. But hubby told me not to separate the kitten with its mom yet because she really needs to be breastfeed. I'll follow his advice. But got to tell my cleaner friend that I will take this kitten as mine. Kind of promised her that I will gave her the kitten..... dear Allah, I wish You bring my Boy back to me again so that we can be united. May Boy be safe and healthy, wherever he is now....
We also went to the 'Klinik Desa' nearby my mommy's house to inform them I will come next month to repeat scan to see my baby's condition. It is a must, but what puzzled me is that the nurse seemed to have some kind of misunderstanding regarding my explanation on why I wanted to do the scan over here...not back at Sik. She doesn't seem to understand that I just wanted to do the scan thing... it was quite difficult talking to a person who seemed very consciously over her self-thought.
It was totally tired, both for me and my hubby... right after reaching my mom's house, he instantly dozed off..... poor hubby, maybe he was tired due to the warm weather today as it usually rain on the evening... So, he might get tired easily.... plus, he'll have to drive tonight to get back to his 'maktab'.....once again, I will be left alone.
My baby Boy, the teenage kitten had gone missing, and it's been day-6 since he went off. It was a tragedy for me, as I can't really accept the fact that my Boy will not be around with me anymore. No more rice with fish, no more playing, no more sleeping next to my tummy.... I missed my Boy so much, sometimes I get too emotional and often cried over this misery. The lost make my emotion unbalanced. I even had a hard goodnight sleep because of not able to sense my Boy craving for me to play with him or patted him in the midnight nor morning.
My hubby did not know what to do. I even talked to my neighbours and asked for her help but it gave her such an awkward look at me, because maybe to her, a lost kitten brings no important matter, as I really took this issue seriously. I loved my kitten. I raised him since he was a baby. Who doesn't feel anything when it goes missing really doesn't have a heart. But now, it is almost a week, I had to move on so it would not affect my baby too much, I'm so sorry dear. Mama really loves Boy. I was planning to raise his 'sister' at school where now it's with her mommy cat, Comel I named it. So that I won't feel so lost. Two of the male siblings had been taken and now, only her left. But hubby told me not to separate the kitten with its mom yet because she really needs to be breastfeed. I'll follow his advice. But got to tell my cleaner friend that I will take this kitten as mine. Kind of promised her that I will gave her the kitten..... dear Allah, I wish You bring my Boy back to me again so that we can be united. May Boy be safe and healthy, wherever he is now....
