I never thought having a hunch to buy 1 more pregnancy test kit will gave me such a huge news in our life- me and my husband. Definitely the infant is his!!! How life always brings you a big surprise, you never going to know....
I rang him a call right after I did the test yesterday morning, when he was busy talking to one of his officer, and the news had gave him a short, "Huh?" for the early few second.... it was funny, because I had to mentioned him twice... Yes, he's going to be daddy....future daddy.....our marriage is 5 months and 26 days old. I felt so fortunate because we only had to wait for 5 months to become a parent.
OMG... I am going to be a mommy! People said I should recite suratul-Yusuf for him/her to be beautiful/handsome and easier for me to deliver a baby, suratul-Maryam....maybe I should do both!
Ya Allah, The Almighty, I realized that you heard my prayers for these few months, and it really give me a heart-thrill to know that now, I am going to be a mother. May You stray away all the bad things from coming towards my baby, myself and my beloved families, May You give us the strongest child, the most wise child, the most perfect child, who understands his/her beloved mommy/daddy's hardship, an obey son/daughter, who will never find other sounds than the reciting of your 'kalimah'...Allahuakhbar! Allah The Almighty. From You we seek for help, and To You we ask for forgiveness, do forgive my sins, the light or heaviest one, and may my husband come back to my side safe and sound each time he travel back from any direction on this dusty earth of Yours....
Dear Our Creator,
Once again You granted my latest wish... I could never be thankful enough than repeatedly say Alhamdulillah, I am going to be a mother. But keep reminding myself, it is like half-dreaming. But you know, I captured the image of the result, the pregnancy test straw level. I really thought it is going to be negative, but it turned out to be positive! Oh, Allah, the Most Hearing, the Judge for Judgement Day, please grant my other wish that this loyal son/daughter is going to be the most humble servant to you, fear of Your punishments, and will be faithful to Your Path. I need him/her to always ready to become a mujahhid, just like his/her parent...
Let us nurture this biggest 'gift' that You gave to me to become one of Your humble servant that You could proud of... May You grant my wish, for now and then... amin......
I rang him a call right after I did the test yesterday morning, when he was busy talking to one of his officer, and the news had gave him a short, "Huh?" for the early few second.... it was funny, because I had to mentioned him twice... Yes, he's going to be daddy....future daddy.....our marriage is 5 months and 26 days old. I felt so fortunate because we only had to wait for 5 months to become a parent.
OMG... I am going to be a mommy! People said I should recite suratul-Yusuf for him/her to be beautiful/handsome and easier for me to deliver a baby, suratul-Maryam....maybe I should do both!
Dear Our Creator,
Once again You granted my latest wish... I could never be thankful enough than repeatedly say Alhamdulillah, I am going to be a mother. But keep reminding myself, it is like half-dreaming. But you know, I captured the image of the result, the pregnancy test straw level. I really thought it is going to be negative, but it turned out to be positive! Oh, Allah, the Most Hearing, the Judge for Judgement Day, please grant my other wish that this loyal son/daughter is going to be the most humble servant to you, fear of Your punishments, and will be faithful to Your Path. I need him/her to always ready to become a mujahhid, just like his/her parent...
Let us nurture this biggest 'gift' that You gave to me to become one of Your humble servant that You could proud of... May You grant my wish, for now and then... amin......
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